Yes, I’m still working through anger at myself for allowing him to stay as long as I did.7byher wrote: ↑Tue Apr 23, 2019 12:32 pmI'm sorry. Must have felt like a big betrayal to yourself.Bubbs wrote: ↑Tue Apr 23, 2019 12:14 pmI was a woman who said, I'd NEVER let someone treat me like that. Until I was in it, he caught me at a low point and then continued to chip away at that.PoplarGrove wrote: ↑Tue Apr 23, 2019 11:44 am
For those who have always lived in relative safety it probably is a hard concept to grasp. "Well, I would have left the first time he hit me" - by the time he first hits you he's already convinced you that you're worthless and deserve it. Abusers pick their victims. They aren't going for a woman who has a strong will and character that will put up with the beginnings of abuse. He goes for women who through mental illness or conditioning will allow him to treat her the way he does. He chooses a woman who probably has few close (and especially strong) friends and family. And then she's afraid to tell anyone what's happening because she knows what women like many on this board would say.
You're perfect just the way you are and I'm damn proud of you for finding a way out.
Thank you.
I think it was a lesson I needed to learn and makes me have empathy for women in similar situations that depend on their husbands financially and have to figure out so many things I didn’t have to.