I'm sorry. Have you been looking at happy healthy pictures?pinkbutterfly66 wrote: ↑Thu Sep 27, 2018 10:35 pmI've started dreaming about my brother again. In my dreams, he looks no different from the way I remember him when he died. Emaciated, like pictures you see of the very sick or starving in Africa. One dream woke me up at 2am and it was 8 or 9am before I could go back to sleep. I wish I could stop remembering all the horrible stuff the last month before his death. The anniversary of his death is coming up next month. I'm sure that has a lot to do with it.
You miss him, so miss the good memories most. I'd fill my head with the good pictures from when you were young and before he got sick.