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Godstar
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Having a rough time today..

Yes. He is still in jail.

Yes. I am going through with the divorce and R.O. Monday.

And, yes... This is our 20th wedding anniversary.

20 years ago today I was soooo excited.

After being together 5 years with 2 sons we got married, and three more boys after.

Marriage didn't change him...

I was naive and hopeful.

It only got worse.

Now, my better days are without him.

Forgive me. It must be the wine.

Prayers. God bless!
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Frau Holle
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Now look at those pictures, write on the back that you are released, and burn them.
“ I have loved the stars too fondly to be fearful of the night “ - Sarah Williams
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Frau Holle wrote: ↑Wed Jul 08, 2020 4:22 pm Now look at those pictures, write on the back that you are released, and burn them.
Amen.

Praise God.
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I’m happy you’re finally going through with the divorce. I wish you all the best
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Mamaof4 wrote: ↑Wed Jul 08, 2020 4:34 pm I’m happy you’re finally going through with the divorce. I wish you all the best
Thank you.

Two decades of being abused is too long.

Like my grandma said...

I wouldn't put up with Del 1 minute...lol.
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I'm sorry you are having a rough day. It's natural to grieve & be sad. Just don't let that grief threaten your safety or interfere with your goals of healing.
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I’m sorry you are having a rough day. You are going to go through a lot of emotions for a while. You’re grieving. Grieving the loss of the hopes, dreams, love that radiant bride had the day those pictures were taken.

There’s something that stands out to me about them though dear. While you are a glow of happiness and excitement, his facial expressions look emotionless and indifferent.

Stay your course GS you are not his property, he is not above the G-d you believe in, you ARE going to be ok without him, better than ok, you’ll become whole.
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Repeat that post in your head, and then follow up with 'and I'm never going back'. You can do this.
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Beautiful pictures of a time past.
Change comes in two ways Godstar a mindful conscious decision to change or through extreme discomfort which forces change BC you can no longer remain in a particular state of being. Sounds like you have arrived. So many of us are rooting for you. You've got this.
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It's ok to grieve. You're ending a 20 year relationship.
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